February 2012
276 posts
i trust you; thank you :)
i will be back when i am on Dean’s List.
i can at least say i did my best. every single day. i tried.
i’m so tired of fixing your problems. -__-
really!??
every fricking night!
setting the rule “clean the shower after you use it” and not abiding by the fucking rule you created….i’m the only one doing it!
all 3 of you have a guy you take in there
forgetting your weekend to clean
one hour long showers!
hair every where…..not from your head…
whispers to conversations….while faucet is on
every...
perhaps dull merdead is advantageous after all.
after midterms and a stressful practice, a couple good friends of mines sat down SPONTANEOUSLY and played card games. the last time this happened was the beginning of last semester…before school even started. it amazes me that here we can find enjoyment in simple card games. i can honestly say i havent really been able to laugh and smile like that for a while now…with out something...
sometimes when things out grow you, bore you, are...
unappreciative little sister….
and again...
we had to lie to people who were interested in our club…saying “charity of our choice”. people came by shocked that they never knew there was a CKI on campus. half the people didnt even know what CKI was. you didnt even prep anything. you depended on your members and officers. YOU DIDNT EVEN FILL OUT FUNDRAISING FORMS!!!!!!!!!!! YOU DIDNT EVEN SIGN UP FOR TABLING!!!!!!!! YOU...
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you were late and didnt even do anything but sit there and sip your tea like a snob and complain about your surroundings. then complained how you had class in 6 minutes and how you didnt want to walk up the stairs. -_- really. really? really?!!! REALLYYY!
so effing annoying. today’s the 24th. in a month you’ll be gone.
those moments
during your down time where your overcome with a sense of reminiscent emptyness. going back to look at old photos, choreo videos, and performance videos. sighhh….i want to choreo so bad! i miss graceful dances. i miss the girls. i miss teaching. i miss it all.
i want my voice to be heard
i finally found my place here. if not so, then i have at least captured an idea of it. i feel at peace here. although there are certain things i dread here.
i’m still very insecure but that doesnt mean i’ll let a person like you strip away all the pride i have built and accumulated over the years. i’m stronger than you, and although I my have an outter appearance of a little girl you are mistaken. i have so much strength and so many people supporting me.
“Forgive me first love, but I’m tired.
I need to get away to feel again.
...”
– Adele - First Love (19)
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UCM CKI FUNDRAISER
oh mother...
maybe i dont want to go to CMA…maybe i want to keep going to this small Church. maybe during the summer…
Dear Diemberly,
guess who is turning into you?? This Girl, because she’s listening to Big Bang’s Blue ;) & I LOVE how i think this would make a good modern fan dance song ;D good acoustic parts in there!
you do meet friends that will stick with you in...
in a month you'll be done. >:)
and i wont have to deal with you anymore!
and the cycle begins…again. fml. EF YOU TOM! >:( well at least this time i knew it was starting. i was prepared.
make the clock reverse
some people need to realize it’s time to grow up and be independent. some people need to realize that college isnt all about partying, drinking, and etc. some people need to realize that being selfish doesnt get you far. some people need to realize that this town needs more help than ever.
